Coming Out of a Fog

Coming out of a fogI’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.  You know how it goes.  You live your life and get stuck in a rut, then one day you wake up and realize that you don’t really want to be where you’re at.  It’s like you were living in a fog.

Well I guess I’ve been living in that fog and now I’m just tired of being here, being scared, being wound up tighter than a drum and dancing to someone else s rhythm & steps.

It’s time to take back control and do the things that I know are good for me and to take that chance that I may end up succeeding instead of on my face.

Not sure when I gave in to this, but it feels like it’s been an awful long time.  I can’t do everything that I want right now, but there are some things that are entirely under my control that I need to begin doing on a daily basis.

I have made a decision that I will no longer accept the status quo.  I will make a difference, I will give as my heart has been telling me to, I will not give in to the notion that in order to make a difference, everything has to be perfect.  Life is not perfect and if I wait until everything is perfect, I’m wasting my god-given talents.

I’m sick & tired of always waiting for something… I’m going to act and if I fall, I’ll get back up, I’ll brush myself off and I’ll keep trying.  I’m not a quitter.  I can do whatever I set my mind and heart on doing.